Blog showing my work. Thank you very much .
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Blog showing my work. Thank you very much .
Blog showing my work. Thank you very much .
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Caio Fern, BOM PERFEITO E AGRADAVEL, 2013, acrylic on canvas, Good perfect and enjoyable
Good perfect and enjoyable ( the translation from what is on the canvas ).
Like my life now and all God's promises.
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Hallo Welters !!!!!!
Today I decided to start to paint. But I prepared this piece of canvasses three days ago ( or two?) , I didn't feel mentally and emotionally prepared to sit and take the brush.
I still don't.
But the work was very nice and calm. I spent the day singing and relaxing watching my aquarium which is prettier than ever, prettier, wilder, full of life as has never been before. Oh, I love my aquarium.
It has been three months since I finished my last painting. I wasn't feeling remorse for do not paint at all. I was very fine with that. But I felt it was about time to start to work.
I didn't have any intention to overcome myself and try to go beyond I had gone lately. I only wanted to hold the brush , feel the weight of the paint ( tons , it weights like many tons sometimes ) and do a work which could make me feel like home again.
Mission accomplished !
These last three months I just enjoyed my new bike and I have practiced hard to travel long distances on it. I spent all the money I had in accessories and stuff like that and I quit my job as a teacher ( I liked that job but it was time to move on).
So I basically only ride my bike and take care of my aquarium, dogs, and domestic things, post silly pretty images on pinterest and check emails when I get a free time. Why not to add one more activity, the main one? Painting. The one which really makes my life have a real meaning.
About this paint in particular... it is just a self portrait, a very happy one.
Let's see what I am going to paint this year, I have no idea and no plans.
I love so much to do not have any commitment with any kind of professional activity about art. I can only do what I want, if I want, when I want, the way I want and tell the rest of the world to go back to where it came from: hell.
I am really not in the mood now to write about all the very detailed stuff about art in general things and my work that has passed by my mind all this time I was not painting. My head didn't stop... but I decided to restart the painting from the point I had stopped.
I am more in the mood to talk about everything related to cyclism and planted aquarium. And what about you?
Wild Life means a little yellow box. The Wisconsin- Bournemouth- São Paulo Connection.
So it means all started because I friend of mine sent a message from Wisconsin telling me about a deer who had died hit by a car in front of her house, the carcass was right on her front lawn and the county for weeks didn't send anyone to take it from there.
Telling me this novel about how to make the county take a dead deer carcass from your lawn we talked a lot about the deer situation on the green state of Wisconsin. Go Packs !!!!! It got in my mind and I pretty much had to start to paint , for some reason painting is a tool I use to talk to myself.
All the rest you saw on the earlier posts, for one month or more I have painted using the deer theme and writing about this particular experience : deer, painting, my life's story.
It is funny, up there in the frozen Wisconsin comes news which touch me deeper than the facts surrounding my life here, in the hot tropics. And talking about tropics, I have tried to paint for four days... It is too hot to make any move, the canvasses has been prepared and all is in my mind, but when I get into my studio... ohh noooo... I only feel like to take an uber cold tea or fresh fruit juice. I am not complaining , it must to me an unconscious excuse to postpone the battle that is the act of painting for me . Ahhhhh... the frozen lands up north seem to be so tempting now.
Sometimes is the extremely opposite that is able to show the truth of us and open hidden understandings. God bless the extremely opposite of our particular and earthly nature.
But the story doesn't end here. This friend of mine, Sandy, insisted a couple of times " Caio, here we don't say Stag, we say Buck".
Yes, it is right and I intend to make a " Buck" painting one day, very soon. I want very much to do it as still have to dive deeper into this feeling.
But let me tell the Stag Story : As you know English isn't my first or not even second language. Is it the third ? There was me, 2007, after have lived in London I started to travel by Great Britain till a girl invite me to live with her and her girl friend at her apartment in a lovely south shore little town named Bournemouth. I even got a two weeks job there in one of the dozens night clubs. The most expensive one named 2020, I got the black t-shirts and still wear it today, hahaha.
One day coming back from the beach I had to pass by the down town as it was the way to the apartment I was staying as guest when I looked to the floor and found an used little box of matches which you see the pictures on this post.
I read "stag", well my English skills are only good for surviving and at the time I decided to read all Tolkien's work, starting by Silmarillion which I was reading exactly at the time, my idea was if my English sucks I will start to read this language by what everybody says that is very hard, hahahah, it didn't help me at all, as you can see .
But "stag", what is this? Arriving at the apartment I took a dictionary and saw the meaning. That is the reason I chose to use this world.
Remember... here in Sao Paulo we have absolute anything related with the deer culture. It is completely an alien and exotic concept for the local life style. So if I had the necessity to paint because of this subject and the stories told me from North, I would use the word I was familiar with as my only personal experiences with deer are from Europe and England. Even the paintings I made in 2008 and 2009 portraiting deers are from models I saw and photographed there in the old land.
About this old box of matches, I took it with me all the way, it became my bookmark till today, started marking the pages of Silmarillion and all the books I have read since then. Yes, I have it by my side now and took these pictures a couple of days ago as I intended to post about, it would be hanged and glued on the painting I wrote the word Stag... but I decided to keep as a bookmark.
It is pretty, isn't it?
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the deer photo was taken by Sandy.
Painting, Dream, Free, Deer, Blood, Jesus, Nazis, Nephilim, Experiences, German, Brazilian, English. It is getting clear now.
Yesterday I was talking to my dear friend “golden angel” and all of sudden mylast paintings have been much clear to me, the meanings and the facts surrounding them.
Below is the explanation I gave to her about what have happened these days in my studio and explanation about the last 4 or 5 paintings I’ve made:
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I spent the entire morning in the studio burning my brain to figure out a way to compose what I have in mind. I think I got.
One or two nights ago I had many dreams, weird ones. I woke up the whole night because of them… not nightmares, only weird. In the morning I woke up and started to write a dialog. I want to write this dialog on the canvas after to finish the painting. It is weird and quite evil but has a good end. It is about Jesus, Nazis, the Nephilims (Giants) of the book of Genesis, genetic experiences, sex, blood lines, South America, but all in very few lines and I don’t think people will notice it all. But will all be there very clear. I can’t explain. The title of the work will be Stag, following the works I am doing where I write words deer related….. venison, fawn, doe and now stag. I see this dialog as a way to show I got rid of all the past and devils haunting my life.
- venison was about flesh and the fact I am eating meat now.
- fawn, like a rebirth, a new hope and life.
- Doe was about fatality of life.
- Stag will be about blood. The blood of Jesus, the blood lines described in the Bible form Adan to Jesus and the nephilims' decendency, and the nazis experiment and ideals about a perfect bood line... blood in general, the animal blood in us and the importance it has had during all the History incluring to God.
———————below is the dialog I intend to work on my next painting —————————————————————–
Stag - A South American dialogue between a Traditional Nazi ( Joseph Mengele’s assistant’s granddaughter ) and a Reborn Fundamentalist Christian painter.
- Penis, neck and chest used to bleed like a hunted stag.
- It has been a trophy, Mein Lieber.
- Eu, Ich.. I mean, I am not.
- Isn’t you who decidesss.
- Warum werent sie verhaftet, wenn in diesem Teil der Welt angekommen? Desse lado do mundo ?
- Speak only the devil’s language which came from North.
- Eu don’t know it very well…prefiro na lingua que eu penso.
- Isn’t you who choosesss. But for your comfort, me neither.
- Why weren’t they arrested when arrived to this side of the world?
- Their services and knowledge seemed to please and satisfy all parts involved here.
- Does my blood belong to their blood line?
- Nein, you came from their victims.
- Am I one of their experiments?
- Sie sind nicht.
- Because I had one very strong genetic characteristic of their experiments.
- If you say so… let’s call it a coincidence.
- Coincidence isn’t a very scientific or spiritual term, is it? And stop to play with your thighs in front of me.
- I know your weakness.
- You are not the Frau I am supposed to take.
- Oh, I am sorry. Are you supposed to take only one now? We both know you don’t like this rule, Stag.
- When Jesus called I answered. Now I am washed in His blood. They can’t touch me anymore.
- Blood blood blood. It is all about blood….. and blood lines.
- Not even you are able to touch me. Stop to hunt. Nobody can.
- It is all about blood line. Has been since from the very beginning, from Adam.
- I don’t care. I am free. Eu sou livre.
- Stag.
- He made me much more than this. Essa foi nossa ultima conversa e contato. Eu te lanço no abismo, Nephilim, junto com sua suastica. ( That was our last conversation and contact. I throw you into the abyss, Nephilim*, along with your swastika ).
- Penis, neck and chest used to bleed like a hunted stag.
- It has been a trophy, Mein Lieber.
- Eu, Ich.. I mean, I am not.
- Isn’t you who decidesss.
- Warum werent sie verhaftet, wenn in diesem Teil der Welt angekommen? Desse lado do mundo ?
- Speak only the devil’s language which came from North.
- Eu don’t know it very well…prefiro na lingua que eu penso.
- Isn’t you who choosesss. But for your comfort, me neither.
- Why weren’t they arrested when arrived to this side of the world?
- Their services and knowledge seemed to please and satisfy all parts involved here.
- Does my blood belong to their blood line?
- Nein, you came from their victims.
- Am I one of their experiments?
- Sie sind nicht.
- Because I had one very strong genetic characteristic of their experiments.
- If you say so… let’s call it a coincidence.
- Coincidence isn’t a very scientific or spiritual term, is it? And stop to play with your thighs in front of me.
- I know your weakness.
- You are not the Frau I am supposed to take.
- Oh, I am sorry. Are you supposed to take only one now? We both know you don’t like this rule, Stag.
- When Jesus called I answered. Now I am washed in His blood. They can’t touch me anymore.
- Blood blood blood. It is all about blood….. and blood lines.
- Not even you are able to touch me. Stop to hunt. Nobody can.
- It is all about blood line. Has been since from the very beginning, from Adam.
- I don’t care. I am free. Eu sou livre.
- Stag.
- He made me much more than this. Essa foi nossa ultima conversa e contato. Eu te lanço no abismo, Nephilim, junto com sua suastica. ( That was our last conversation and contact. I throw you into the abyss, Nephilim*, along with your swastika ).
*The Nephilim were the offspring of the “sons of God” ( fallen Angels ) and the “daughters of men” according to Genesis 6:4, a new breed not approved by God.
Caixa Lote Magazine - pretty good site. Thank you.
art page talking about these works of mine with a small interview
예술 http://blog.naver.com/PostThumbnailView.nhn?blogId=shiomi&logNo=40125176925&categoryNo=46&parentCategoryNo= wow, this blog from Korea was very kind doing a really great post about my work with a small interview in English. Thank you. Things like this make my day. The entire blog is wonderful... about fashion and art. Creativity in general and current trends. I spent a long time discovering Fascinating. I wish I could translate it properly. My fault. check it an see by yourself. http://blog.naver.com/PostThumbnailView.nhn?blogId=shiomi&logNo=40125176925&categoryNo=46&parentCategoryNo= 예술
Now you can see the entire book for free - CRU & RAW by Caio Fern. ( Not the iPad iBooks format)
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/3631697
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/3631697 Now you can see the entire book for free. I don't know till when it will be viable so check it out as fast as possible. Not the C R U & R A W ebook (iPad iBooks format. The published one. http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/3631697 CRU & RAW by Caio Fern.
C R U & R A W ebook (iPad iBooks format), 80 pgs by Caio Fern
ME DOESN'T WE.
they keep coming but I hammer they down. getting rid of the world, its values, symbols and celebrities.Voces acabaram pra mim.
header is gone but not forgotten
The classical Mein Welt header is gone but not forgotten.
I will always love it. It is part of my life in many different levels.
www.meinwelt-22.blogspot.com
....and below. the The Welter. or The Welter Schaferhund headers too.
www.thewelter.blogspot.com
I: Caio Fern, as the supreme Kaiser and Welter Konig declare these are eternal symbols of our beloved country Mein Welt. The lands of these unknown distant mountains of the south of South America will always raise these flags on its fields, always proud for being the isolated God's blessed nation of the superior human race that craps on the rest of the planet's population.
Amen.
And for the now a last creation with absolute no use .
Caio Fern
I am a misfit painter and I go out with apples living in a land far far away named MEIN WELT where all the descendants of nazis, pirates, slaves, fairys, fundamentalist Christians, Tolkien characters and Ramones's fans can reproduce like rabbits. If you have a good soul , this is MEIN WELT. Be welcome and enjoy the trip ( make this a tiny piece of your home ). JESUS CHRIST BLESS YOU !!
Caio Fern on Eduardo P.L's blog
Eduardo P.L posted about my work on his blog. Obrigado Eduardo. It is a bog about conytemporary art in general. Check it on : http://cimitan.blogspot.com.br/2012/03/caio-fern.html
Eu sou der Welter Konig
kids liked to play football, or with little cars, to ride bikes, to skateboard or to play many different kinds of wars and battles. I only liked to skateboard and to play war.... but playing war I had always to be the general or some kind of commander and the other kids hated me because my strategy was always based on making everybody dies while I was the only survivor and supreme winner.
So I spent most part of my childhood playing alone with little pieces of paper I used to draw by myself, as toys bought in toystores were pretty disappointing to me.
Today I have a job where I tell people what to do all the time and in home I play with drawings made by myself.
I didn't grow up at all and it is the best thing that could happen in a man's life.
For my whole life the entire world did everything to change me.... I can say that alone I am stronger than the entire world and I do what I want.
Who is swallowing its pride now ?
Mein Welt: Caio Fern, acrylic on canvas 2011 review
Mein Welt: Caio Fern, acrylic on canvas 2011 review: Every end of December I make a celebration posting about the whole production of painting of the year, it has been a tradition here in Mein ...
Mein Welt: the Art Magazine Caixa Lote published Caio Fern on...
Mein Welt: the Art Magazine Caixa Lote published Caio Fern on...: http://www.caixalote.com / the Art Magazine Caixa Lote, published Caio Fern on the Second Issue The Brazilian art magazine Caixa Lote...
Caio Fern - the site Kaleidoskop
Now there is Caio Fern on the site kaleidoskop.
this is a very good place to know new artists.
check the link.
http://kaleidoskop-art.com/index.php?content=2
kaleidoskop is an independent project and exhibition space, opening its doors to all artists and designers. Whether you are experienced or just starting out, kaleidoskop is a good opportunity to show your work and to connect with other creative minds. As its name states, this space is a convergence point for art from all backgrounds: illustration, video-art, graphic design or experimental installations. There are no pre-defined borders to this project. kaleidoskop offers the possibility to experiment and be inspired, to be a blank page, gallery or meeting point for artists and designers.
Neukölln’s blossoming art scene is the perfect location to join Berlin’s inspiring creative side and kaleidoskop offers a welcoming space for networking and collaborations. Please stop by or share your ideas and inspiration.
Sweet Station posting about Caio Fern !
http://sweet-station.com/blog/2011/10/caio-fern/
Hi Everyone !!!!
this site SWEET STATION has my work posted today by Honey that wrote very nice words about.
Thank you Honey.
Sweet Station is a nice place to know new artists and creative people that produces in the aesthetical area in general.
Hope you have fun visiting it.
http://sweet-station.com/blog/2011/10/caio-fern/
Hi Everyone !!!!
this site SWEET STATION has my work posted today by Honey that wrote very nice words about.
Thank you Honey.
Sweet Station is a nice place to know new artists and creative people that produces in the aesthetical area in general.
Hope you have fun visiting it.
http://sweet-station.com/blog/2011/10/caio-fern/
The new BOOK !!! - --- MEIN WELT ---- yey !!!!!
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/2476516
yey !!! finally,
I just published the book MEIN WELT !
I have worked on it since October 2010.
I am really happy with it , since the beginning it was supposed to be a fancy pretty and a bit expensive book, but it worths every single penny. The book is beautiful, touching and absolute not logical. Typical Mein Welt.
Life couldn't be better. I am so grateful that I was able to produce and publish it , a real dream, a real miracle.
You that are more intimate of my work , this blog and Mein Welt in general can understand much more about the book.
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/2476516
Book concerned to register the Mein Welt Culture with poetry and beauty, its characters, ornaments, architecture, furniture, cuisine and other aspects of this little town hidden among sunny and cold mountains ( or just "Up There" ). Photography, Painting, Drawing, Sculpture by Caio Fern.
this is the link :
http://www.blurb.com/bookstore/detail/2476516
that dusty corner of the studio I pretend that doesn't exist.
Look what I found , this 2001 painting .... stretched!!! It is rare... I don't remember why it was stretched as I never do this... maybe it was to some exhibition, it is from the time I worked with an art gallery.... so maybe this is one more crappy idea of the art dealer.
Today I decided to face that dusty corner of my studio I pretend doesn't exist. And then I decided to take pictures of the table I use everyday only to prove that it isn't so much cleaner than the dusty corner. hummm.... I need someone to clean this mess... I will not, only once a year I clean it all with poison for kill the bugs that may or may not start to think about to visit my place.
Today I decided to face that dusty corner of my studio I pretend doesn't exist. And then I decided to take pictures of the table I use everyday only to prove that it isn't so much cleaner than the dusty corner. hummm.... I need someone to clean this mess... I will not, only once a year I clean it all with poison for kill the bugs that may or may not start to think about to visit my place.
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